when I'm getting da problem n what do I do when I'm getting tht problem

I can't smile loudly right now. Why ?
There's problem that disturb my live. In the house, in my minds, in my heart. Whenever I've been, I always keep silent without do anything.
I'm lonely but I don't need someone that only be nice to me but he/she lies to me. For me, it's a freaking attitude !
U know that I'm getting strong to passed this problem from God. I believe that God will change something's better in my live.
A couple year I've passed this problem from God n I'm still alive here strongly as my self that trying better to overface all of the things in the world.
God gives me a chance to live, to change all of me includes the sins that I did on my past time.
I know that I'm not a perfect person that can be a very nice person likes an angel.
I do sins but I'm not a devil !
n now I'm trying my best as human n I hope I'll be stronger when I'm getting the problems !