Saturday, April 2 2011
I should feel happy today, but something makes me so disappointed. why ?
No, no i shouldn't be too quick to tell. you must know the story originally.
i woke up at 5 o'clock actually but, my eyes still droop so i slept again n i woke up at 7 o'clock (umm actually i was awakened by my mother) so i must to woke up and make my bedroom tidy. after that, i cooked dishes from so many vegetables such as carrot, cauliflower, scallions, onions, garlic, n fishes .
after i cooked all the dishes , i drank a glass of tea while watching TV. and then, i was taking a bath at twelve and a half hours. mm, i think i was really happy at the first because i was enjoying that holiday.
at 14:30 o'clock
my father invited us to visit my cousin, Ms. Heni at Myria Hospital . when we arrived there, suddenly we wanted to enter the door, but the security of that hospital didn't let us to enter that hospital with reason that visiting hours held at 17 o'clock but actually we were there at 14:58 o'clock n me must wait until 17:00 o'clock. mm, my mom had an idea. so she tried to enter from entrance of the hospital. unfortunately, other security told the same with previous security guard. we were silent for a moment n then we decided to go home. shortly before we left, my cousin, Mr. Ari told me to stay here. mm, so i followed his words n let my parents, brother, n sister went home.
we went back to the hospital n wanted to enter the hospital. but then, we met same security guard n he said the same words. actually, i felt disappointed but not really. but that security said that one of representatives could enter. the problem was, one of us must wait outside the hospital till 17:00 o'clock. then they (Mr. Ari n security guard) told me to make decisions. i was just silent for a moment n then i made a decision that i waited outside of hospital but Mr. Ari didn't let me wait n security guard was too. so, they told me to enter the hospital n bring snacks for Ms. Heni (actually i felt disappointed because the rules are so strict)
so, i walked toward to the room where she was treated (in Paviliun Fransiskus) . fortunately, i memorized the locations in the hospital so i could find Ms. Heni's room (but actually, i had lost time when i searched her room). n finally, i found her room n saw her. she's better than when she arrived in Myria Hospital. she could talk so loudly than she was :D
we talked and laughed so loudly :D
it was still 16:28 o'clock n i was still waited my parents came to the hospital. n then time was 17:00 o'clock n my parents n sister, dinda came there n the room became more crowded.
when we talked each other, i received one SMS from my boyfriend, Galih. he said his apologize to me because he didn't reply my SMS yesterday. yeah, i apologize him because he is very busy now :(
the room increased more crowded. the visitors were our families and her friends. we talked, we laughed, we gave some spirits to her. n time was 19:00 o'clock n my parents, sister n I went home by vehicles.
after we went home, we got dressed n my sister, dinda went online . mm, actually i wanted to go online too because i wanted to know the confirmation from my friend, Ms. Lia. n actually, i got confirmation from her n she gave her phone number to me. i wanted to send sms to her, but i didn't have pulse :/ .
then, i opened home in Facebook, n i saw popular news n i saw his status n he wrote that he wanted to go to jakarta. actually , i felt really disappointed because he didn't give his news. lately, he becomes really different than he was. he is busy with his own world. n becomes not care with me. usually, when i wrote something in my facebook, he always gives comment . haha :D
but now, he doesn't take care with me. n a thing that makes me more disappointed now because he doesn't feel what i feel now T.T
